N-SECURE

Haven't written in awhile. But I'm still living in Sin. A bigger apartment now though. I recently went to my hometown for a few days without my boyfriend. While watching a movie with my mother I realized a horrible truth about myself. I am insecure in my relationship. This is an extremely unattractive quality to have...but on the bright side it's a step in the right direction to at least be able to freely and openly face and admit an appalling personality flaw. In my current relationship it came to light when an extremely harmless and innocent moment between my boyfriend and a mutual friend of both of ours upset me to the point that in order to prevent myself from harming either relationship I had to remove myself from the situation till I calmed down. If I was secure in my relationship I would have been able to laugh at the situation like everyone else. But I couldn't. I was enraged. Hopefully I can grow and learn from this and become secure in my relationship.
Otherwise I won't have a relationship to come home to.
Currently living INSECURELY in Sin.